Perhaps there are women out there who can allow their husbands to get off with other guys and still come home to their wife and kids. Come to think of it, my attraction to guys are just physical, nothing hits my prostate climax than a cock hitting it, but at the same time, nothing can compare with my intense orgasm when I pull off inside a woman. But that remains as sex. My love and devotion to my wife and kids is different. It's sacred. I will not leave them for the world - I said to myself.
My wonderings only lasted for a while, and my ex-wife discovered my part-time lover's messages. We separated but remain friends. Now, being single, I am hoping to meet a 'permanent part-time lover', like 2-3 hours of sex a week. A healthier option from having multiple partners.