15 years of marriage and 2 kids. Love my family and cant think of leaving them. But this force as everyone else here is getting stronger, every day of being with a man. I fantasize about having a life with another man, whom i share everything about myself and dont hold back anything as i do now.
Been to hook up sites, but it all about sex in there in there. love the touch, the feel and essence. looking forward for a regular connection with someone of a similar minded group. where we just be ourself and be passionate about each others feelings. Tired of looking at men in both gay and straight porn everyday. But is it really possible or am i going to be hunting for this all the time.

Hey there Justify. I completely get where you're at right now. I have the same fantasy and I am hoping it will become reality sooner than later. A big step, and a very helpful one for me was facing these facts...I am gay..I need to be with a man..sexually but also emotionally. I guess you have taken that step as well. I really believe it is possible.

hey i'm in the same boat as everyone...always chatting to guys online